13/12/11-A nice date according to the number arrangement.A nice date should offered me nice things but nothing turned out as cherish yet delighted things at all.I shouldn't hope for something i wont get for lifetime.That day started with joy,i woke up like usually and looked if there any food for breakfast.I can felt that our house exist under near-constant cover of cloud.Well that just went too far from my imaginary but i swear i can felt that comfortable yet carefree feeling that day untill we went to Nanny's house.
Everything turned miserable.Guess what everything we planned remain worthless.I dont wanna tell further about this thing because i think it is more like family matter.So i dont wanna wash linen in front of public.Hmmm but the foremost thing,i think i am everybody problem.All the joy,enlighten day i hope for just faded away like that.The omnipresent shade,the gloomy feeling slowly approached me.The anger,the tears,IM SICK OF IT.I want to blow that feeling away.I felt like a dumb cried for hours when nobody even care for me.Nobody but my mom .She knows me best.She advice me to remain calm and respect peoples regardless how irrespective would they be.In spite of all this sorrow i know someone like my mom and my sister will turn up to sooth me.
However i will never forget what you have done to all of US.We will never forget the day you said you hate us.I forgive you but it is hard to compel myself to erase completely every single things.Turn over a new leaf and i'll be glad.I dont want to be the unessential one forever.So please change.Thats the only chance.
Sincerely -The missing puzzle in your life.
