Presumption

Hmm must be great being a beautiful like you = (

I never be best at every single thing i do..I always wish there will be someone that truely care bout what my condition is.Asking me whether i'm okay or not.Always be right by my side during my happiness and especially during tough circumtances.I dont blame anyone for that.*Sigh -.-.But i knew that i'm the one who wrong.I'm the reckless one.Useless without anything to be proud of.Now,i getting worried about my results.Especially Mathematics.I did bad on my Math papers.Ouh,,i cant urge myself to throw away this narrow minded.Please go away from my brain..I HATE YOU!I'm neither a wicked or rebellious teenager. why should everyone mad at me?why?Hmmm..Perhaps its Allah's will and i accept what that have been fated.Hey did i spell the fated right?Urghh forget it -.-.So,all i have to do now is change what i can change and i know there must be someone that still loving me.I have to persuaded my self to smile like always.I have to think that there are many things to be face afterwards.This is just a presumption.,Nazuha Najaa,please make yourself believe that there must be a rainbow after the heavy rain :)